i'm so stupid =(

huhu...just now a person from the gems programme call me, asking me whether i'm still interested with the programme...but the programme will be held in sabah, and i'm not quite sure if i want to leave penang yet,huhu...anyway, the interview is due tommorow, but tomorrow i'm working...i can't just leave without telling the boss...i don't want to be irresponsible, because i'm not sure if i can really get into the programme...but now i feel very sad,huhu...i wasted 2 interviews already, the other one was the insep programme, reason? i still don't have my certificate and transkrip with me yet, and there's no more second chance...i feel so useless now,huhuhu =(