fresh graduates?

it sucks! furthermore i'm not in my hometown...i choose to stay, not because i like it here in Penang, but because i don't like it my own place! i just hate people, i feel no difference between me and the illegal/ legal foreigners working in factory...maybe i get better chances in job MAYBE, but the look from those people's eyes(local) are cunning! i'm just an alien. the longer i stay, the more i want to go out and find new places, but i hate to start everything over again. so i'm dead trapped, here with my imagination. i hate, i hate, i hate people!