in the misty mind blowing

somehow today is not the brightest. for some things, i just
get so scared. my heart ache more than i could imagine before. i'm so tired of
the people around me. i need a fresh place, but i ain't going nowhere. so what
if i'm not the person everyone thought i could be? the me right now is not the
me that what i really want to be. too bad, i don't have the energy to
just let go...if only...

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