in the misty mind blowing

somehow today is not the brightest. for some things, i just
get so scared. my heart ache more than i could imagine before. i'm so tired of
the people around me. i need a fresh place, but i ain't going nowhere. so what
if i'm not the person everyone thought i could be? the me right now is not the
me that what i really want to be. too bad, i don't have the energy to
just let go...if only...

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Open New Chapter!

if i can only wish for a new beginning, this could be it! Been down for such a long time, with broken hopes, shattered in the air. i don't want to pretend it's over, but the least i can do is to release myself from the overshadowing past. Life's never feel great without any obstacle. It's true. So i'm gonna open up my eyes, and see the best in me...