Wednesday, January 7, 2009

fuh, it's new year! but...

it's already a week passed the bench mark for the new year, but we're still in january, so it's never too late to wish HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009! ahh...~sigh~

it's a new year, but i felt so tired. this wasn't a really good start for me. i've almost missed my flight, i got scold from my lecturer, i didn't attend classes, whatever...i got so tired of people, maybe it's just me, but why did everybody need to push me till i'm going crazy? where's hope? where's faith? i felt so helpless. i got tired and tired of this place, but i ain't coming home yet for sure.

i wish, i wish, i wish...but since it never came true, i 'm done wishing...